Back At It

A couple weeks ago my Friend and I went out for lunch. We went to the restaurant that I have worked in off and on for years. We nicely get sat down for a chat session and a burger and Linda(the waitress) asks me if I want to come back to work, they need a waitress and summer months are coming along with the tourists. I told her to let me think about it and I would get back to them. Well it took me until the next day to call and tell them yes I would come back to work. So now 4 days a week I go off and serve food and make some money. I love to waitress because I love to serve food but most of all I love the tips that fill my pocketbook daily. I just might try and keep this job and go to school, I usually just go to school and don't work, but hey maybe it's time for a change and challenge.

I hope you all have a great, Blessed Memorial day!

Not So Good May

May has not been a good month for me. I have had many unhappy moments that have turned into days of unhappiness. I have thought and thought on how to write this blog post, and what to share and not share, but the more I have thought about this and prayed about this, God has really placed on my heart to be open and honest about it all. So here goes:

I have been unhappy in my marriage for a few months now, and finally brought it to my Husbands attention. He spends more time with his friends, and bottles of beer than he does at home with me. Actually this action has been going on, off and on for years. We talk, it changes and then goes back to the same, so here we are again talking about my feelings about this. Well he blew up and said some mean things this time, such as "I'm Done" "I will do what the F... I want", "I'm sick of you looking down your Nose at me for the last 20 years.............etc. So I packed a small bag and headed out the door to my daughter's house to cry in peace and wonder where my life is going to take me. He called my cell many times and I would not answer. Finally the next morning he called and asked me to come home and talk. I told him exactly how I feel and felt about that he said to me. So now we are working on this issue in our lives and I hope it can be mended or I will have to move to a place and start my life over again, and this is something I really don't want to do, but will, because I will not live unhappy with a drunk the rest of my life.

I blog about this, because it is my life and my feelings, not for sympathy or a poor you. Now maybe I can get on with some other blog posts with out getting" The blog post blank stares".......LOL

Lost In Blog

I have come here to blog many times in the last week or so and I find myself sitting here thinking. I have nothing interesting to say, no one wants to hear me whine, my life feels boring. I haven't taken any new pictures to share, and Blah............
Maybe one of these days I will have something new or excitement.................Until then ............well, here I will sit..................ha!