Sunday, May 29, 2011

Feeling A little Mental

I'm not even sure how to explain my feelings these days. I can't quite put my finger on what is going on with me, mid-life, pre- menopause dang I just don't know!
I don't feel very happy and it seems that nothing satisfies me. Not that I'm asking for fame and glory, but damn!
I am taking a summer class, I go back to work for the summer starting Tuesday, and I have numerous things to accomplish for my fall term, that needs to be taken care of now. I don't feel overwhelmed with all of this, and maybe the bored feeling I have will go away once all of this falls into action. I just don't know!
I find myself over eating and eating because I feel comfort in doing so, then I get sad because I weigh more now than I ever have in my entire life. I don't like my looks in pictures and oh no don't even set me in front of a mirror naked!
I wish my hubby would pay more attention to me, but he has his friends and they seem to be more important to him. He just goes and does his own thing and here I sit like right now, trying to put my feelings into words on my blog.......................blah!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Prayer Warriors

Please take the time to read a Mama's cry out to the Lord for her son. Put them in your prayers and add them to your prayer chain. Where 2 or more are gather in prayer the Lord hears.


Friday, May 6, 2011

Bustin At The Seams

I work really hard at doing my best in my college courses, and it seems that my hard work is paying off. I received this Honor Society Award today in the mail. Yes I am now a member of "Phi Theta Kappa" honor society. I'm so proud of myself :)